So that’s why this site has been neglected for years.
I’ve been “busy”.
I’ve been busy trying to look busy to look important to look in charge to look like I know what I’m doing.
I’m mostly just trying to keep my head above water. Trying not to look exhausted and show my weaknesses. Trying to say the right things and do the right things and notice the right things and make the right calls.
And trying to look like I deserve to be where I am.
Does anyone deserve to be where they are?
Does anyone know what they’re doing?
I certainly don’t. So I’ve just been busy. Trying to seem like I do.